Pilgrimage Epilogue 4 – Taking Refuge

It is time to conclude this pilgrimage epilogue series. This will probably be my last blog post for the foreseeable future, as this blog was created to document my pilgrimage and serve as an encouragement to both myself and others looking for inspiration for their own journey. I do have some ideas for how the blog could continue in the future, but as far as my personal Henro experience is concerned, this entry marks the end of that journey.

In my last entry, I delved into my more personal thoughts and takeaways. However, I didn’t touch upon Buddhism itself or how I now feel about it after spending so much time at Buddhist temples. As one might expect, the constant recitation of sutras during the pilgrimage became such a part of my daily routine that I have found myself continuing the practice afterwards as well. Reciting the Heart Sutra has now become a daily ritual, and I carry the text with me at all times.

During these last months in Southeast Asia, I have also continued visiting Buddhist temples and sacred places. When I used to travel and visit these temples and sites, I did so purely as a tourist. I admired the architecture and beauty, but mainly from the perspective of an observing outsider. Now, I find myself bowing, paying my respects, reading and reciting sutras in the main halls, and taking time to sit in silence.

In one of my earlier preparation posts, I made the confession that I didn’t consider myself a Buddhist. Now that I have had ample time to contemplate and experience Buddhism in such a direct manner, I can wholeheartedly say:

I take refuge in the Buddha.

I take refuge in the Dharma.

I take refuge in the Sangha.

I recognize now that it has never been about conversion or change. It is about acceptance—acceptance of change, connectedness, and interdependence.

I will continue my education in, and dedication to, the Dharma, and I hope to join a Sangha when I return home. It will be interesting to see how all of this fits into my life and how it may reshape my existing patterns, but I trust it will only help me grow as a person.

I think this is a fitting place to end these reflections. I thank everyone who has helped and supported me on this journey, and I wish enlightenment and an end to suffering for all beings.

Gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā